She is further, deserves better than me.
A weight is all i am, she found it as her own goal to save me.
But now she's happy and once again i'm back here waiting.
Willing to wait until the end of time for her to come back, knowing it might never happen.
No regrets to be had.
The perfect time in life,
To be in her hands and be in her heart.
Taken from me like everything else is, just to look at her smiling with another man.
As long as she's happy i'm ok...but just another lie i tell myself to make my heart feel better.
No regrets to hold onto.
Nothing to cry about,
For she healed me and released me to wander away.
Like a stray being nursed to health and released again to a better life,
But as that stray, the one that just learned what home is, i just want to go back.
No regrets to stop me.
Is this what it feels like to lose everything you wished for?
The light going out in the darkness and the traveler being lost?
The monsters of my fears pulling me into their open,endless mouths?